Oh, how I have missed chatting with my friends on Adoption Voices! I really, truly miss the chatting. I missed it so much that I went to the site and started to join again with a different email account. Of course, that doesn't really matter because I have to put in a name. I can't justify creating an account with a fake name because I would be no better than the scammers. Well, I got to the profile settings and just couldn't do it. I got so nervous, my heart began beating out of my chest, and my fingers quit typing. Matt told me to give it
at least one week. I was rushing into it, he said. Apparently, he's right. My heart wouldn't let me sign up, the wounds are still healing.
I'm laughing right now, but only because I stayed on the site, but just can't seem to bring myself to chat, look at people's profiles, or do anything beyond just staring at the home page. I just go numb, blank out, and want to cry. :)
ReplyDeleteHe never said it would be easy, but He said it will be worth it. :)
So hard....oh, so so hard....you'll heal eventually, a step at a time! Matt's right, you totally don't need to push it!
ReplyDeleteLemira your heart keeps getting broken I am so sorry. Sheyann is right and I know we all have to remind ourselves of this constantly
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